Blogging for 2020: Miss (Grandmother) Josey
I have been receiving feedback in regard to my recent blog “Miss Josey” by email, phone, Facebook and blog response. All responders have been touched in the heart by the story--so they think. What has really touched them is Miss Josey herself. She’s been strongly present since my first receiving the directive to write a blog about her. And as she revealed recently, her energy is deeply connected to Grandmother energy.
I was in a phone session with a woman last evening. For days she had been in the throes of a huge quantum shift. Wound tightly and hardly able to breath, it was clear she was ready to fully face her abandonment issues. She started the conversation by talking about Miss Josey and how her energy had been close even prior to reading the blog. I informed her that Miss Josey, indeed, along with Grandmother energy was swirling around her and suggested she go into “outer space” and investigate, that “they” were wanting to take her on a journey.
Almost immediately the woman was overcome with tears, overcome by the experience. Her words, “It’s just so beautiful—so open-hearted. It’s all so open, such accepting energy. Grandmother energy! It’s ripping those doors to my heart wide open. Wide, wide open. Wow!! Wow!! Why is it so painful to have an open heart? Well, it’s not painful, so what is this pain, Ia?”
With further exploration, she had her answer: Once a heart is open, the magnitude of cosmic (God) energy coming in is beyond definition. Although the heart can handle the energy, the body cannot. The human nervous system is not designed to handle this frequency level. Hence, the body experiences the situation as pain.
She realized that being sexually abused as an infant, she had learned to “turn off” anything that was overwhelming—over-stimulating—to the body. Her words, “Anything overwhelming, I’d just leave.” (Leave her body.) She lingered in her childhood until she had obtained the necessary understanding. The intensity of energy coming into her heart increased.
I related to her that she will come to the point where it would be difficult to live without the incoming energy, even though the body gets fried when it comes. And, that in her own time, and with time, she will no longer feel “pain”, only the expansiveness of the phenomena called an open heart (topic for another blog.)
With an open heart, the woman continued on to embrace further healing and insight. As she completed her journey, she returned with tools to continue to make positive changes in her life. She knew Miss Josey would be close. All the grandmothers would be a guiding force. She understood that her readiness to face life head-on and self-reliantly had left her connecting to the support necessary to maintain an open heart…Miss Josey stuff. “Praise de Lord.”
Categories: Abundance, Brilliant Self, God's World, Healing, Outer Space, Awareness, Unseen Ones
So, we abandoned ourselves/our ancient energy source and now ourselves/ancient energy source are here to find us and take us home.
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BIG thought!!!
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Thank you Ia for the reconnection once again. The body/ego wants nothing to do with this connection. It only sees it as overwhelm and is triggered to die. It does not realize it is time to really live! I am filled with tears again this morning and my breath has returned. Miss Josie is close at hand and so is my open heart. Thank god and thank you Ia.
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This is great! The grandmother energy, right here to support the transitions I'm in the middle of. My heart burst wide open when I read your blog today. Their energy is solid, unconditional, all-accepting, bringing the wisdom of their years (eons) that is so empowering. In the session that I did with you last night, my Aunt Ginny was right there. She was an "aunt", but it is just this grandmother energy that you speak of, that she is holding strongly right now. Thank you Aunt Ginny, and thank you Miss Josey with all my open heart. And, as you said in the blog Ia, "Praise de Lord!" Life is such a miracle outside of the stories I've been stuck in.
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Great value for me to read the latest blog. How her heart had been turned off due to the sexual abuse. I am seeing in my own story how I have shut down my heart to life. Due to verbal and physical abuse I to have shut down.
Great Value....Gratitude...Keeto
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It's supposed to hurt. YES! Why have I been fighting that? This modest thought has just calmed a lot of anxiety for me -- turmoil I've probably actually been carrying around for a long time. I can prosper through the pain, discomfort, dis-ease.... It's vital that I learn to!
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Learnning to see pain as a gift. Pain has a story--many stories. When we listen to the story, when we understand the reason for the pain and how it came to be, that's when life begins to change...in amazing ways. It's called "setting ourself free"--as Keeto mentioned setting ourself free rom our own stories.
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Thank you, Ia, for Miss Josey. I especially like Papyrus' response.
In Buddhism, the teaching is to go toward suffering, toward discomfort, toward pain with an open, tender, gentle heart - and thus allow the suffering to transform into compassion and wisdom. The first step - as you said - is to practice deeply felt gratitude for this gift of life, the abundance and the beauty.
May you be well,
Maja
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Gratitude, Maja, for your thoughtful response.
Yes, suffering is such an interesting creature. What we do to avoid suffering, at the same time we hang onto it for dear life, not knowing what to do without it. Such a Catch-22. Such addictive behavior.
But when/if we dare walk into it, see it for what it is, it then becomes a gift...a means to set ourself free. We often think we will die if we explore our suffering (pain). On the other hand, hanging onto suffering will kill us one way or another. Sufferning is not an aweful thing. It's just a thing. How we choose to deal with it is what often becomes "aweful". Look around you. It only takes a degree of attention to see how we create our own suffering.
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I wanted to share a short poem:
beginner's mind
when i drop the complete
story line of my life -
no past, no future
no family, no friends
no experiences
then i am here
right now
beginner's mind
all fresh, all new
no separation
no identification
just so
exquisitely free
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